At the center stood Jax, a towering, muscular guy with a buzzed head and veins bulging like rivers on his arms. He was dressed to submit: pink sheer bra straining over his pecs, frilly white garter belt cinching his waist, and fishnet stockings hugging his thick thighs. Bent over the bed’s edge, ass arched high, hands gripping the headboard, he presented himself like a prize.

His manhole, that smooth, puckered ring of pinkish-brown flesh, stood out under the low lamp, perfectly moisturized and lubed, with a subtle gape inviting and teasing at the same time.

Look at you, all prettied up and begging for dick,” Marco teased.

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Winter is here, and it has brought thousands of new readers to my newsletter. I have a lot to share and a basket of theories about the future. December is when I do most of my planning. Now, to fulfill a few promises made in the summer…

Welcome to Fvrry Bvnny, glad you found me.

• Our insatiable nature has evolved as a survival mechanism over millions of years.

• The rise of the hedonic human.

• Understanding our evolutionary roots fosters healthier relationships with our desires.

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Sometimes, working with new clients can be enlightening in unexpected ways. There are times when I focus solely on nailing down a strategy and times when I focus on the power of messaging. The beginning of any project can feel like a team-building exercise when I’m working with a new client or partner.

We usually focus on evolving an old idea or mindset. When the stars align and strategy collides with tight messaging, they begin to evolve. The process transforms their projects, and once they know how they would like to speak to the world, everything they create becomes a force.

The purpose of the exercise is to uncover the truth.

Tweaking projects is where the fun begins. If you’re like me, you probably still get stuck working on visual changes or focus on analytics reports for too long. It takes time away from creating new things.

Free yourself and do it often. Morph and refine your ideas with time.

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Ten months ago, I launched this newsletter as a creative outlet. It fucking worked!

For half a decade, my workload had become bloated, regimented, and mentally taxing. It still feels that way. Most days, work and product obligations feel impossible, inefficient, and sometimes fluid depending on what’s going on in my life.

Creation & Iteration

This newsletter has allowed me to shed my skin several times in a few short seasons. And it made me realize—I’ve never done anything like this in my entire life (not even for a client.)

Using Fvrry Bvnny as a creative medium has sharpened my approach to iteration. Writing and publishing without my core readers (the audience I had built before creating this) supporting my work felt counterintuitive, as if I were starting over without a foundation.

This project is a marketing and personal branding choice that I would likely never recommend to any of my friends or clients. I’d do it all over again if I had the chance.

Before I launched Fvrry Bvnny, I knew I was weird, but now I know for sure—I’m an absolute riot.

Forever,

Fvrry Bvnny

Washington and Beijing are increasingly at odds over trade, especially concerning rare minerals and tariffs. China dominates the global supply of rare Earth minerals, holding over 90% of the known supply.

(Writing now, check back for more)

This collection aims to help you bring your ideas into focus. Let’s get into it:

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Most of you prefer reading about focus and growth, so I created an entire newsletter with that in mind.

What will change?

• Newsletter updated to Fvrry Bvnny

• Domain change (fvrrybvnny.com)

• Weekly posts

• New membership pricing

Last summer, I created this newsletter to feed a creative idea that scared me. A few months have passed since I first hit publish, and it feels like I’ve lived a thousand lives in the blink of an eye.

It’s one of the reasons I retreated from writing years ago. For the obsessed writer, rabbit holes emerge, time dilation whispers, and the mind wanders from draft to draft. It can be a maddening experience writing about the lives and happenings of other people while trying to live your life free of distractions.

I discovered new ways to express myself thanks to readers like you. Fvrry Bvnny forever.

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• Our inner critic is a defense mechanism born from fear, shame, trauma, and conditioning.

• Ignoring the inner critic doesn’t work.

• The critic feeds on silence and grows in isolation.

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• An insecure sense of self leads to behaviors that reinforce pre-existing negative self-expectations.

• By becoming aware of these internal patterns,   better choices become self-evident.

• The path to greater security is hard to map out — seeking effective assistance is essential.

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I mean I was banging my head on my pillow as my workload reached (what feels like) an all-time-high right around the time when several of my devices stopped working and an upcoming move that will likely only afford me 40-ish hours to get it all done.

At this point, I’m not even sure if I can get my desk out of my bedroom without dissembling it.

Grrr! With parts of my world falling apart, I’m enjoying the little high I’m getting today as a smash thought my done list. My Chromebook cost me over $600 in 2021. I’m not trying to purchase a new high-end device anytime soon and I also stubbornly don’t want to downgrade to a plastic Chromebook at a discount.

Plus it’s Friday and there’s sex on the menu after sunset. Story time when I’m free again… 🤤😉

The Ground Work & Time

Like gardening, growing your network takes time. When I think about growth and building an audience, I always think about my favorite pop stars. Some pop stars explode onto the scene with a debut song or album, while others take years or decades before the masses discover their music.

I hate networking, and I’m not here to sell you the idea. But if you’re reading this, I’m almost certain you received or discovered my latest release thanks to a network. Maybe Google’s or Substack’s network.

Two years ago, I pulled up to a friend’s house in a U-Haul with just a few belongings. Months of stress had worn me out, and I had nowhere to go. I was grateful he allowed me to stay with him until I found a new apartment. A day or two after settling in, I checked my work email and found an invitation. It was an invitation to talk about American imperialism at a university—a paid gig.

That email found me at my lowest point.

I couldn’t imagine being on a panel talking to anyone at the time. I felt defeated, depressed, and angry.

Part of me was also annoyed. I was annoyed that the email came 6 years after I launched the most important grassroots project of my career. It felt like the opportunity arrived at the worst possible time.

Burnt out and unmotivated, I replied and agreed to participate anyway.

Bandwidth & Motivation

In my last salaried job, my energy was split between my role in that job and managing my projects. When I told my mom I was so busy I had to pay to do my laundry, she told me it was a waste of money because I could do it myself.

I told her that while my clothes were being washed at the laundromat, it gave me time to shop for groceries or get a haircut—stuff I couldn’t do while stuck at my desk or while catching up on necessary zzzs.

Completing chores helped me keep up with my projects—even if I needed assistance. I need my living space and workspace to be organized so that I can do my best work.

That might not be your way of working and that’s totally fine. It works for me, so I prioritize it to increase my productivity and keep my mood high. I need a clean

Fruits, Labor, & Your Future Self

Back to gardening—it takes time to grow something special. A part of that journey includes offering yourself grace and giving yourself adequate time to grow.

It feels like every few months, my workload grows and go back to the drawing board to reorganize my projects. Reorganizing often helps me make room for greater things.

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A few of my plants are dying, while others appear to be thriving. It’s cold as fuck, and some plants have been neglected so I can focus on house chores.

These days, I’m doing okay. I’m a little blue, not because of the seasons. It’s probably because I need other ways to vent—emotions that need expression and a medium to set them free. Like a pop star without a radio hit, these songs I wrote over the years lay dormant, waiting for a master.

So, I keep writing and flowing with the sine. In many ways, I’ve never felt more free. Trapped in my head, sometimes, yes. But free in spirit.

There’s a line in Lana Del Rey’s song Norman fucking Rockwell, “I don’t get bored, I just see it through.” With some projects and through different career detours, there have been times when I get bored.

To be honest, it gets very boring fighting evil people. The winner of the 2024 Presidential Election and his rich friends have reclaimed the most powerful office on Earth.

The boring part about 21st-century politics is how much resources we continually divert to stabilize manmade crises. The same energy could be spent expanding resources for deeper humanitarian work.

What’s your purpose? Why do you exist? And why does any of that matter? If you’re looking for answers in this life, I hope you find what’s looking for you.

I’ve learned my purpose over time, and I’m excited to help other writers discover a path forward with their unique style of writing.

When I moved into one of my favorite apartments five years ago, it took a while to get settled—truthfully, it felt like forever.

Every room felt too cold. And every new layer I added made working indoors feel miserable. There was no central air, and I lived in the tropics.

I’m in a different apartment now, living further up north, and my room is the coldest room. To stay focused, I’ve made my room comfortable enough to keep me at my desk. Sometimes, I game at my work desk to slowly rewire my brain.

It’s helped so far. I’ve stopped running when it’s time to sit down and finish important projects. I’ve also added art to my desk, new plants to my room, and changed my sheets to match my mood.

All of these changes and tweaks are very personal to me, but they’ve helped me find my rhythm even as it evolves over time.

Focus on what’s important to you. Refocus as necessary.